I have to stop reading about the past. It hurts too much.

I will never show this much of myself to people again.
I guess this is the end.

So I guess it's time, for the big revelation, the final goodbye, etc etc. This journal has contained many goodbyes, revelations, resolutions, so on and now.. I don't know if i have anything to say that's worth typing. Then again, I suppose I rarely ever did ( Read more... )

Happy [late] Birthday to me.

Fuck ( Read more... )

Ask me a question about each of the following:

- Friends
- Sex
- Music
- Drugs
- Love
- Livejournal

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential. Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!

For those of you who are STILL bitching about not having a boyfriend or girlfriend and how you HATE Valentine's Day even thought it's been over for 2 days now, fucking kill yourselves ( Read more... )

I keep asking myself why- why why why why why? There is a part of me, the part I try and silence, that's telling me I deserve this. I deserve to never have piece of mind or complete happiness. I deserve to always suffer. I'm trying so hard- Trying and trying and.. It's just so useless, I will never convince anyone, I can't convince myself. I ( Read more... )

Why do things always have to be so hard.. Where is our freedom, when will it end?

Who made up all the rules ( Read more... )

Almost everything is completely awful lately ( Read more... )