so i am yet again a loser of the worst part. my head is hurting not literally just figuratively. i miss all of my friends who i used to hang out with. i am becomeing an alcoholic. i just know it. i really want to go hang out and cut school. fuck life . do you ever just want to lay down in your bed and sleep until may 21st? yeah. fuck prom. fuck ( Read more... )

yeah so i think i am going to make the most ultimate update ever ( Read more... )

life sucks. i think i am going to become antisocial and see how many of my school friends notice. i feel like i fall through th cracks sometimes. like people forget about me because i am not as important as somthing else in their lives. even with my boyfriend and my family. jkdbeiufdbjkdabnodfkjndfkjbndfjk. thats how i feel right now.gosh im going ( Read more... )

im bored someone stop by and we can play house.

He was looking, said he wanna hook up ( Read more... )

man man man. i wanna go to sleep and wake up the night before graduation. i wish everything else would just fade away. gosh. i hate life. i hate feeling trapped and feeling like i have no control over my life but having all of the responsibilities as an adult.

i feel funny. like im going to faint and like im in a dream state but not really. kinda like im high but im not. i feel like something life changing is going to happen but i know it won't. im scared. i need that special someone to hold me. i want to cry for no reason. i feel strange. gosh i don't like this. maybe if i go to sleep it will all be ok ( Read more... )

i am having surgery on my ankle on the 26th of july. i am going to be a gimp for a while. yuck. so if you love me you will come see me and make me feel better.

describe me in one word.

+so today after i last updated me and christen and shelli went swimming and had a blast in the jacuzzi and then we went to the pool and tried to surf but i think only christen could really do it. me and shelli butt surfed and belly surfed. we tried to even jump off the side onto some blue little kick boards and surf but it didn't work. then we had ( Read more... )