I hate life ( Read more... )

So life has improved a lot, I guess you could say.
I wish I could do something that would make a difference.
Maybe I will someday.
All I know is I'm going to try out for the talent show when auditions come up.
What to sing?
I'm also having a photoshoot for my "band" for the yearbook.
Too bad I didn't want to spend $60.
I need to buy a harmonica.
I ( Read more... )

I haven't been getting that much sleep lately.
I'm constantly tired, which makes me irritable.
I don't like myself when I'm irritable.
There's this lock of hair near my ear that sticks outward no matter how much I straighten it.
It really bothers me.

School's been okay.
I've applied for all the smart classes cause I'm crazy and I don't like being in ( Read more... )

So once again things aren't good.
Things are only good when I'm not noticing it.
I'm just going to stay in my room forever.
That way I don't get distracted from the outside world.

( Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth. )

Tonight I bought (or rather my father bought) a $121 calculator.
Fuck math and it's complications.
And also my laziness.

I thought things were getting better with some people, but that quickly changed right when school started.
Hence, the reason why I told my brother I had a bad day at school when he asked me about a week ago.
He probably thought I ( Read more... )

So, Christmas huh ( Read more... )

I just got back from painting backdrops for art club ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of tech crew ( Read more... )

So, lately I've been alone.
It's not as bad as I make it out to be.
Sometimes being alone is necessary.
I've been doing a lot of thinking, which is usually what I hate.
But I've come to the conclusion that I've tried with my friends.
I shouldn't put myself down for not being as close to them as I want to be.
I guess that's partly my fault, but I've ( Read more... )

I'm just a fucked up boy looking for his own piece of my mind.

And that's it.