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For some odd reason, I could go for a good cry right now.
Only, I don't have anything to cry about.
I hate how listening to the Format will always remind me of Kevin.
And that's the only remote thing that can at least make me teary eyed.
I hate saying it, but I miss him.
At least just talking to him.
Now, it's like I never existed.
Which is the case with ( Read more... )

I guess this is a good safety net, meaning no one ever reads this and I won't be afraid of what I write. Summer is half over, I suppose, and I don't really want it to end. I've enjoyed spending time with myself not loathing it as I did before. Of course, it would be nice to go out every once in a while, which I have with few this summer, and for ( Read more... )

So.
I'm going to New York.
July.
Apparently going to be there for my birthday.

My life is just a roller coaster.
I already miss school.
I like how no ones comments on my livejournal anymore.
I like how I'm really awkward in crowds of people. Not.
I'm tired and really thirsty, but I don't want to drink.
My teeth suck.
I don't want summer. I hate summer.
I wish I never had to shave ever again.

Things have been stressful lately. Beauty and the Beast opens in one week. That's a bit intimidating. Tech crew just started learning it's blocking and crap yesterday. It's safe to say I feel a bit more than unprepared. It'll work out, though. I'm going to fail my AP exam next Thursday. We took the mock exam today, and I didn't do as well as I'd ( Read more... )

Things have been strange. I feel like everyone is avoiding something, including myself, but then again, I always knew that about myself. EOCT's are over and I'm glad. I got an 82 on my research paper and it brought my grade up one point, so that's good. School is a bore and I'm ready to just get my scholarship and go to a college. I want to know ( Read more... )

So I told my mom that I'm pretty much depressed on the way to Starbucks on Sunday night. We arrived at my destination, but we sat talking for ten minutes and I started to cry when I was saying goodbye. Later that night I told her I had been having a good week and that I should just wait and see about this therapy and crap. But I guess I have waited ( Read more... )

While I should be doing my paper for history, I'm recounting the Jenny Lewis show while looking at the pictures Edric took ( Read more... )

So, I may be going to bed earlier then expected ( Read more... )