i could write a really passive aggressive post right now. but instead i have decided to wait for the opportune moment.
it will be epic.

smith in t minus 2.5 weeks.  couldn't be more excited :)

is it weird that going to the gym makes me feel worse about myself ( Read more... )

if i dont want it, i can always have it, but the second that i even think about desiring something, BAM its gone.
fuck that logic.
i dont like playing games where i cant win.

its funny how change is so...easy now.
i like that...its makes everything so much cleaner.
either that or i've stop feeling.
kinda like i've stopped remembering. anything.

"You know when you can't stand being somewhere when you're there but than when you leave a little while after you kind of miss it because it really wasnt so bad? Or when you can’t really study but then you finally start working and you're okay. Or when you're tired all day but can't sleep at night. or when you try to remember a single moment in ( Read more... )

dear life,

stop going by so fast.
thanks.

love kelly

my body has been acting strange lately. in a good way, kinda sorta. yeah.  however, if i dont get my period soon, i wont be happy.

my life is so wierd lately.
something really good is happening....kinda, hopefully.
and trust me, after this weekend, there will either be a really happy post or a really sad post.
that will determine it all.
but GOD DAMN, ( Read more... )

dear incredibly amazing fantasis,

please stop playing in my head. you are really (and i mean this) amazing and i want you to happen so badly. however, you give me false hope for the future. that does not bode well for me or my psyche. i wish you the best and hopefully you will visit me in reality.

with a love-hate feeling,

kelly

There are other people in the world who like Tess of the D'Ubervilles.
It's not just me.
so there.

Guess what i did today?

Thats right. cleaning AND vacuumed my room AND did my laundry

i dont know whats wrong with me but it made my room happy

so classes start on monday yay!

taking

Calculus 2: Differential Equations and Power Series
Microbiology: Bacteria and Viruses
Organic Chemistry I
Intro to Sociology

cant wait!

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