Strange how things have changed.

Faded from the winter.

And I think about how many times in my life I’ve wished for that feeling. For that sweet release. For the calm that follows after everything has crashed down on your head and you aren’t even sure you’re still alive - or that you want to be. But there’s the inevitable rebuilding. And that can only be good. Can only lead closer to a reclamation of ( Read more... )

i don't really know what to say anymore. and it'd be the wrong thing, even if i tried. even if i said exactly what you said moments before or millions of times before -- i would be wrong. and i'm sick of being wrong. the wrong name the wrong age the wrong disease the wrong clothes the wrong career the wrong height the wrong mood. always. in my pre- ( Read more... )

I think I've finally figured it all out. I'm going to be alone forever. =/ I don't even know why I'm writing this here. I just haven't really had anybody to talk to lately. It's really frustrating when all I can do is ruin things. I drive people away. I make them seek affection from other people. It's my fault. I'm the only one to blame ( Read more... )

Santiago told me I should post this survey in my livejournal. I'm not quite sure why since I never use this thing anymore, but here goes nothing!

Choose twelve characters from your fandoms, then answer the questions under the link. Do not look at the questions beforehand.1) Starbuck (Kara Thrace from Battlestar Galactica zomg ( Read more... )

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