( i just got this in my inbox )

i don't know what to say anymore. i've apologized countless times to everyone involved with the situation (hannah, julia, justin..). hannah still hasn't forgiven me.. justin won't answer my calls.. julia went back to ny.. and i'm here alone. except this time i'm more alone than i've ever been. i called and vented to my mom about the whole thing. ( Read more... )

the VMAs commercial just came on and i winced when they said "performances by: christina aguilera ( Read more... )

i fucked up. god! WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT? everything was so great and then I had to go and mess it up. that's right folks, i did. what the hell was i thinking ( Read more... )

hannah came over yesterday and she had brought tacos with her! so, naturally, i let her in. hehe. i ate, like, half of one taco and then we decided to go in the basement so i could teach hannah some karate. so, i taught her a few stances. haha. it was pretty funny to watch her try to do the flamingo stance. i laughed my ass off. (i love you han xp ( Read more... )

where in the hell is julia?

i don't appreciate the fact that she hasn't called me to inform me that she wasn't coming. that's not cool. not cool at all.

am i the only freak who updates around here? lol ( Read more... )

made me a spiffy new icon.

damn, did i just say spiffy?

oh well. it's cool nonetheless.


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paperwork needs to get kicked in the ass.... by me. i'm about to say "fuck this" and just go home (but not before burning every last bit of the mess)... but i have to get this done. this is, in fact, my school. so i have to do it. damn this.. i'm selling the school to tony and jose tomorrow! lol.. kidding. i would never do that. i love this. this ( Read more... )

why the hell am i up so damn early? okay.. i know why. i have classes to teach today. but why am i here at the dojo so early? i didn't really have to be here until 7:30, but i'm here now at 6:56.. ugh. i want to go back home.. i want to go back to sleep. now ( Read more... )