hmm.. julia stiles is coming out to stay with me for a little while. she just needs to clear her head from everything that's been going on with jason (of the wade persuasion).. so i told her she could crash with me for a bit.

don't worry justin, nothing will happen between us. i care about tina too much.

( especially when they're of you and your ex )

okay.. so i called christina six times yesterday and she never answered the phone.. i honestly think i hurt her by my post before last.. i feel like shit. i want to be with her, i know i do. but she won't let me tell her that. she won't see me. i haven't been on the bus with her since the other day and i feel so alone ( Read more... )

-swallows lump in throat and begins typing-she wants to see me. she, her, amy. i know what she wants. she wants to be together again. and you know what? in some ways, i want that too. but i know that i can't let that happen. she hurt me. she deliberately went behind my back when she was at her most vulnerable state and chose to be consoled by ( Read more... )

i had a wonderful date with tina and i would love to talk about it, but... she called me a few minutes ago ( Read more... )

that new jessica simpson song is on right now on the radio.. i'm on tina's bus with her right now. ::smiles:: she's sitting here, curled up on the couch beside me with her head in my lap. she looks so sweet and innocent (yeah right :P ) right now. i keep finding myself reaching down and playing with her hair. yeah, i'm an old, sentimental grandpa ( Read more... )

it was very, very, very amazing.. i met her in the lobby of the hotel yesterday last night and we took a walk (after justin came running in trying to get away from screaming fans) around the city. it was nice. we held hands (i was so nervous) and talked about how people saw us as something we weren't. i had never realized that i could have so much ( Read more... )

and thank you avril for getting me in that mood!

( here's some shots of me )

...is up with livejournal? nothing's working right! i can't even delete a comment i made to myself a minute ago.. WHY WHY WHY? justin said he commented to my post today, but it never showed up. what the hell is going on here ( Read more... )

just got back home.. i've been at the academy all morning. it's been a very crazy day. two of the mini rangers were throwing up all over the place and i had to call their parents while tony ushered them to the bathroom. after that happened, all the other mini rangers started getting sick from seeing the other two little boys sick.. so we had to ( Read more... )