stand by me...


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( moaning, still in love )

she likes someone else, and i still love her.

"I dream of days that go slow, I dream of someone that won’t go"


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"Done with the scene"

these kids annoy me so much.
i know there just having fun,
but still,
your now becoming one of them,
but your not to blame,
your only young.
go join another rating community.

...but it keeps reminding me of how much i love those who don't conform
when things are right up there
in here
it's so entire

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I took a depression screening today and tested clinically depressed.

I just finished three new books;

So the Wind Won't Blow It All Away ~ Richard Brautigan
Asleep ~ Banana Yoshimoto
Less Than Zero ~ Bret Easton Ellis

I thought everything was going to be okay. It's not.

"so let's just pretend everything and anything between you and me was never meant"
Suddenly there is so much stuff coming up to keep me amused ( Read more... )

whatever this world has turned into, i don't feel right here
i feel naive and lonely
there are people with such strong hearts wandering around
wondering what happened
if it was something they did

"it was all that you wanted,
so you could tell them
that we did it,
that it was like love"I feel removed, but not in a bad way. I love that it feels so different. I wrote my first new song in a while last night. It was nice to feel that again ( Read more... )