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[_thewholestory_]

Not Knowing...One thing i know is that i don't get more sure of specifics as i grow up, i get less sure. what i get more sure of are broad things. the specifics start to run into each other, start to look like pieces of clothing

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[am_i_twee]

break-ups are rubbish. i find red wine and usually helps, but not too much... i learnt my lesson last year when - in the midst of heartbreak - i thought i could handle 2 bottles of blossom hill on an empty stomach. i really couldn't.

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steve's cute. i want his keyboard!

xxx

[_thewholestory_]

they really are. oh dear, you and blossom hill! i had a bottle of good red wine on sunday, drinking just makes things worse, i havent been much of a drinker for a few years.

he sure is! thats his first ever keyboard - he is now a really great pianist, and is recording my new tracks!!! xx

[bisketti]

its interesting how, the party that seems to be adjusting well, moving on, is the one that suffers in the long term.
they're so busy being 'ok' that they don't get the chance to organically come to terms with this cut off of emotion.
its like they haven't realised that something so important has been severed, because they're busy filling their time with something- someone, and so they have no chance to think, or mourn.

its funny, in six months you'll be in a different place, have dealt with your feelings, and they'll just start waking up to theirs. its always the way. though, i realise knowing this is no help right now. if it helps, i'm working my way through the same thing, slowly.

[_thewholestory_]

:) that is the nicest comment ever. i hope you get through this too. xx