does anyone use this?

but I'll settle for this drink in front of me.

It's never easy to catch Mother Culture in her lies - even for me, with all my practice. She teaches that the way we live is the only human way to live, and thinking about other ways is an utter waste of time. The characteristic that Mother Culture attaches to the Leaver lifestyle most predominantly is absence. Leavers lack technology (untrue, but ( Read more... )

I wish I could pick all of you up.

still wasting time and losing my mind.

because im still really afraid.

They were sure they'd be able to replace what they destroyed with something just as good, and they've been at it ever since, trying one thing after another, giving the people anything they can think of that might fill the void ( Read more... )

make it stop.

that is all.

im completely careless, irresponsible and inconsiderate. i dont know how my friends and family can stomach being around me. all my decisions are made terribly. its completely gut wrenching how sorry i am, but i know nothing i do can make up for being such a lousy person. i dont deserve the people i have in my life. i dont deserve to be loved. i ( Read more... )