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if all of our secrets were exposed
would we be sharing the same bed
how 'bout if i broke the silence first
did i hear what you're thinking in your head
i need to be talked to, i need to be touched
i need you to hold me, i need to feel loved
and if i could open up to you
maybe i could open you up

got in our first real fight last night. he was drunk. he told me to leave. instead i just sat on his counter while he continued drinking and he forgot about it and came over and rubbed my legs.
ugh.

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i'm getting used.
and i have no idea what to do about it.

so my cavity went away, but in it's place came strep throat.
sweet.

it's been seven months and i refuse to give up on you.
i won't.
i can't.

life is good.
it finally stopped raining so i've been enjoying the weather by spending my entire days outside.
work is as shitty as ever. i believe i'm going to quit on june 1.
as of right now i have $20 in the bank. as of tomorrow it will be $4.
quitting may not be such a good idea.
i'll be in new jersey this weekend. get at me.

( waiting for my tylenol pm to kick in )

me and my friend did the same amount of adderall last night (60mg), and she overdosed (vomited, headache, blahblahblah). i did not.
it finally stopped raining today, but it will be back tomorrow.
i've gotten 2 hours of sleep in the past 36 hours.
i just want to be outside.

i lost ten pounds.
i'm out of cigarettes, gas, and money.
fuck.