went to york beach with the girls over the weekend. so much fun.
jelly is living at my house.
mono is going around school. my tonsils are swollen and i'm not sure if i've caught it,
or it's just the massive amounts of cigarettes i've been smoking lately.

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on wednesday a girl from my school died in a horrific car accident.
the entire school is grieving.
RIP susan. you were one of a kind.

i did some weird pills today and ended up sweating and throwing up.
i think i'm done with the drug scene.

i went to new jersey. good.
i visited rutgers. good.
i saw my steffy. good.
i didn't see anyone but steffy. bad.
i hate everyone i hang out with. bad.
i'm going to york for the weekend soon. good.
i graduate soon and never have to see these people again. GREAT.

i'll be in new jersey this weekend.
call if you want to hang out. i'm serious i would like to see people.

i went to the strangefolk concert tonight on a whim.
i'm glad i did. danced the night away.
i have horrible self esteem, so i starve myself.
i'm back at it again and i hate it.
ps i quit smoking weed. & the other night i had a terrifying dream about tripping so i'm done with shrooms too.
this will be good for me.
peace.

went up to colby's camp last night with anjelica and 6 boys.
played beer pong and got fucked. ended up getting naked and jumping into the river.
sweet. i love warm weather and alcohol.

life is good. break is slack, but last night was fun. i wish i could remember more.

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another year and it doesn't get any easier. happy 21st JR. i love and miss you.
RIP.