i worry constantly. job, school, gas.. those are my main concerns. my father doesn't want to help my mom pay for college. i don't want him at my graduation or wedding. that is not a joke. cute boys like to smoke weed with me, and i'm down. jungle dance this friday, so i'll finally get use out of my leopard dress ( Read more... )

my school got a bomb threat in the mail today.
weds, 1:45pm. bomb will go off.
i'm terrified.

i am tan. i have cut down significantly on smoking. i have increased significantly on drinking. i got hammered and made out with a girl on st patricks day. it was more of a threesome type thing. my dad is up for the weekend. hurting him is starting to hurt me but i can't stop. my weight has been constant for about the past month. i have ( Read more... )

reminder to self: stop tanning topless.
my tits are on fireeeeeee.

i'm really tired, of everything.
i think i'm gonna shut my cell off for a week, and just live.

i was in new jersey for four days. kept it real low key and only saw stef.
left all my essentials there. that drive is hell. but atleast i had my diamondz.

"can you stop eating?"

..yeah, watch me.

i have dreams that i eat so i wake up in fear that they were real.
it starts today, no holds barred.
time for my morning smoke peace.

it's valentine's day.
it's also a snow day.
it balances itself out.

Last dollar spent: saturday on mcdonalds? or friday on an eighth ( Read more... )

"hey, about 2 months ago did you go on a coke binge?"
"no i stopped eating."