finaly for the first time in a while i have no anxiety and nothing to worry about. it feels alright. i really dont know how i feel.
i lost my phone but i got a new one today but i dont have any phone numbers oh well.
skate ramps almost ready
i need to find this song but i cant think of the name

what if we never saw the sun again.
i think i would steal a car.

things come and go

i feel horrable i want to kill and brake everything and one
i dont eat well havent cleaned my cloths in a long while
my anxiety is terrable
i just dont know my head is so fucked up
i dont know what to do
i wish i was on tour
or in another country

fuck this place and fuck this world

everything is fine all is well everything will be ok
i dont know what to do my mind keeps racing
i think i need to go on a bike ride and get the fuck out of everything
i dont know i just dont know

i got a new cell phone today but i have the same number ( Read more... )

keep it up!

this past week was so busy i cant handle all this shit going on at once ( Read more... )

the other day i went to hyde park skate park crew deep, it was fuckin awesome ( Read more... )

i feel really tired and really shitty and i dont know why ( Read more... )

this week i dropped in and skated all week
i also got a check from the government
and a job at a bakery in jp
what nice weather this week how fucking nice
i start my job tomorrow at 2