missing you

you think after having to do it so much itd be easier to say goodbye. i know you arent leaving forever. but whos gonna go get breaksticks with me whenever and go bowling. and do all the random fun stuff we do. i didnt want to cry in front of you b/c i know its gotta be hard but exciting to leave the place you've called home forever. i hope you have ( Read more... )

life is really confusing. and i seem to only write in this when things are bad. oh well. i miss TJ more then ever right now and feel soo much hate for Kris. i never really knew the feeling of hate until now. i dont understand how you can kill someone and lie about it. i just wish i could make things better for Karyn and the kids. its really hard ( Read more... )

sometimes i like to pretend that im tuff.
i wish i was.
haha. the days have been kinda different.
i love my friends right now and hope they
never go away.(thats a fairy tell)
but anyways... i hope this is summer is kickass.
<33

so im updating b/c i havent in forever.
im hella sick. and i havent been to school
for the past 2 days and its been amazing.
its amazing how pple effected our lives.
im excited to see mikey p of friday and to
go to the show. and i guess thats about it.
i love you all.
<33

so the week gets shittier and shittier
as it goes.

i guess sometimes the easiest way outta things is to just plead guilty.

new cell # 319 1651

my hearts is offically broken.
i dont understand why we arent
talking.

im in so much pain and im really freaking
tired. i wish i could just sleep forever.

i miss him a lot.
like more then ever.
and i cant seem to
figure out why.
its not that im lonely.
b/c his friendship is
all i want. and not to
go to bed crying every
night.

im glad school is so
horrible and just makes
everything worse.