Going insane. Dont mind me.

I swear what do I have to do to get to the interview stage of a job? FUCKING HELL I have 5 years experience which is a lifetime in my field and not even a bloody interview? Can something go my way at the moment? would it be too much to fucking ask? Get me to an interview and ill talk myself up better than any shitty little graduate with a bit of ( Read more... )

How does one let go of something that one wants to keep?

Had nice long reasonable post. and buggered the page up. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.

Eh. Kinda need to just dribble stuff out onto webpages right now. fuck I keep using this journal for crap these days ( Read more... )

I have so much that still needs to be said. Do I let it out? or is that just picking at the wound?

Is there a point? Or should I just go quietly mad?

I hate the night right now.

Previous entry was made private just for me. My own rantings, my own accusations and drunken ramblings. For me.

I dreamed a dream. And now that dream is gone from me.

btw ive decided i really dont like Black douglas that much.

And once again I'm going to have to play the "find a housemate and place to live" game. GRRRRR.

Well I'm still here. Haven't posted on this thing for over 18 months now! I'll try to avoid strange ranty stuff from here on in ( Read more... )