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She's just that into you.

Dec 12, 2005 23:18

I think I'm doing a good job of pretending this isn't getting to me. It is, but I have no right to complain. I got what I wanted, and my boyfriend is alive and well. Adapting to suit his needs a little better is the least I can do to make up for getting him killed. I think after everything that happened, its what I owe him. Some peace and quiet ( Read more... )

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pyrokinetic_ December 13 2005, 20:35:19 UTC

She has to break at some point. If she doesn't, I'm going to lose it. I've been doing absolutely nothing for days now, and it's driving me nuts. But I know it's the only way to get her to crack the fastest, and even then, because of what happened, it's still taking longer than it usually would ( ... )

enduringcharm December 14 2005, 01:01:18 UTC

I looked over at Sam from my place on the couch when I saw him walk into the bedroom. If he messes up one more thing on my account, I swear I'll...

I'll have to remind him that its a little bit of a problem for me. I mean, what else can I do? Its a really stupid thing to be annoyed over, and I know that. After what happened, I'm more than aware that there are some things in life that are just not worth fighting over, and that's definitely in the categ--

What the fuck?!

No. No, really. I want to know what the fuck my boyfriend thinks he's doing here! I'm studying. I'm busy. Very busy. Its pretty obvious to me that he sees me being busy. So what's with the...

I can't take this. I can't. I mean, oh god, he's fucking singing it too.

"And I know the night is fading, and I know the time's gonna fly, and I'm never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell you, but I know I gotta give it a try..."That sad part of this is how much I like his voice too. I'll be the first to admit that Sam isn't going to win any Grammys in the near future, but ( ... )

pyrokinetic_ December 14 2005, 01:40:05 UTC

"Sam, honey."

"Yeah?" I walked out of the kitchen, and saw the look on her face. It's driving her nuts. I knew this had to do it. I kept humming along while drinking the soda.

"Can you please turn that down? I'm trying to go over a few things for class tomorrow."But if I turn it down, it's not going to piss you off as much ( ... )

enduringcharm December 14 2005, 02:02:00 UTC

"Yeah, sure."

Okay, problem solved. I got a little too upset too soon with that one. All I had to do was ask. Good. Because I've been trying so hard with all of this, I'd hate to snap at him over one small thing. I guess one of the big problems before was that I'd get angry right away, and not communicate. When I calmly tell him something's bothering me, Sam isn't going to keep it up intentionally. He's not that kind of guy. Not spiteful like that, or--

"But I don't know how to leave you, and I'll never let you fall... I don't know how you do it, making love out of nothing at all..."

...That isn't good enough! Son of a bitch!

I thew my notebook on the table and got up, stalking into the bedroom. So much for communication. Apparently that doesn't work for Sam. Geez. Just...no wonder I fight with him so much, its the only way to get through to this bastard!

"Something wrong?"

Yes. Youre a fucking moron, that's what's...

No. I'm not going to ruin this over a song. I'm not. And maybe its different, because its Air Supply, but ( ... )

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pyrokinetic_ December 19 2005, 22:10:45 UTC

"I don't know."

Come on Car, don't look at me for answers. Pick a place. There's a whole bunch places I still haven't been, I haven't done that much travelling. So there still has to be places I haven't been that you'd like to go to. This was your idea, work with it.

"How about a beach? Not like a California beach, a clean one."

That'd be a nice change. "Any beach in particular?" Not that California beaches are bad, it's just... It's California. Come on. There's a lot better beaches than in California. And not just with cleaner air, more like cleaner everything.

We'll leave out what I've done on some of those beaches. I think it'd be interesting to actually go to one away from here, and just be there with one girl, and be sober at the same time. It'd be new to me.

"Have you ever been to Fiji?"

Is it wrong for me to automatically notice The Truman Show reference here? I wonder if that's where she's getting the idea from. "No, I haven't been to Fiji." I just never got around to it, I don't think. Still, I know it's nice there. Not ( ... )

enduringcharm December 19 2005, 23:03:53 UTC

"We could."We could go to Fiji! I like this. I'm not sure why it suddenly means so much to me, but it does. I really just want to get out of here and be alone with Sam for a few days. I think we'll enjoy that ( ... )