ive seen better days

so now i have a digital camera to put pictures up...
but im too lazy.

i wanna see the lights in st augustine so bad.

tomorrow i get my first new years kiss and im excited.

i honestly do miss amanduh...makes me sad.

thats all.

2005 In The Beginning ( Read more... )

the only thing i want for christmas

will never happen.

but im still excited to spend it with who i am spending it with.

all heart.

me and jason got a new dog today.
she is a pit terrior and her name is grace.
im in love. times 2.

have you ever loved someone that doesnt believe in love?

or is it just an excuse cause they dont love me and dont want to ( say_it )

happy. happy. hate my job. but happy.

well i got a job at UPS.
sucks, but it will pay the bills, get health ins., and christmas presents.

friday me and jason are going to halloween horror nights and im excited.
im crazy about that boy.
fag.

we might be moving again soon.

i dont think im going to write on here anymore unless its important. its stupid.

i walked home cause i was kind of bored...
jays having boy time with band practice...
and i hate being home alone.
cause im not alone.

theres a spanish ghost in this house.

and you think im joking.
:(

if i felt half as much as i feel right now..
id still feel more than you, too much.