as i threw up and the tears rolled down my face i wished for you. I can hardly breathe, my chest is so tight, and i almost hospitalized myself today, being sick and miserable are two things i can barely handle on their own. But together they are making me wish for nothing short than death ( Read more... )

my life is getting really complicated.

( me minus you )

there was a time right after i did it, when i wanted to take it back, but then i remembered i have to be strong, still i don't know if i can do this, simply because i love you so, and you know i love you so,
this is where you were supposed to be tonight:

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is the dance and the day that will define everything about you
a toast to our future, and the lack thereof.
by this time tomorrow something will have changed.

notebooks and letters full of yesterdays, i only need reach inside to remeber the time we spent, tonight i cried for what's no longer mine, and i called out to you again, i'll never cease to be in love with you ( Read more... )

i don't need to be reminded of this feeling, i have felt it many times before through you, i am unsure of the words i will use to tell you these things, but they must be said. it's after four and there was some place i needed to be, and i don't know if you are home yet, i'll wait a little longer, and then we can move on ( Read more... )

should i apologize for my unhappiness? it is not fault of mine, but these things make me face the ugly truth of this not being meant to be, i am frantically searching for you tonight to end this, because i cannot do it anymore, i'd much rather deal with the pain of you being gone forever than torture myself with your miserable presence, i apologize ( Read more... )

waaah wahhhh
IT'S MY MOTHA FUCKEN BIRTHDAY!!
WHA WHA

let me just say this, i have battles for much, and i have fought for what has been worth the fighting and dying, she was one worth everything i gave her, but not the tears, her voice on the phone still makes me quiver, she was everything and has everything with someone else, i could wish it was me, but i'd rather her be happy instead ( Read more... )