I live with far too much regret lately. too many UV rays. too many un-answered phone calls. I miss my mom and dad a lot. I have no money. I have bad friends. I let too many people walk on me. I have a lot of change to make.

Ohh, I don't believe in all the things you see.
What comes is better than what came before.

I wanna go away for a while...

The hardest part of letting go is when they've found someone else. I wonder, will she ever replace me? How replacable am I ( Read more... )

First thing.. I'm obsessed with this album. I listened to it all the way through 3 times in a row in my underwear today. Moving on ( Read more... )

All the guys I've met lately, really haven't been worth my time.. But still I continue to give them my time, I wish that I wouldn't give people an open invitation to fuck with my head ( Read more... )

You know what, I'm fianlly starting to like being single. Crazy. And I had a good day with a guy that wasn't Alex ( Read more... )

If there's one thing I know about guys, its that they're full of dissapointment.

if I could make myself be a lesbian, I would.

Alex is in my bed and I'm not laying with him, I'm proud of myself. I decided.. I don't cuddle anymore.

last night was so impulsive, too impulsive ( Read more... )

I wish I knew someone who I could really open up and talk to. Because there is so much on my mind ( Read more... )

Everyone just wants to have their cake and eat it too. If you have me, why do you want more...

Everybody wants more than I can give.

I miss feeling good enough.