Tomorrow will be my 10th and 11th interviews. Yep, that many interviews and I still haven't gotten a job. I'm so frustrated.. I was suppost to have the one in golden valley when I moved up here.. But it "fell through." I don't know what to do anymore. Every job I go to wants more experience.. But how am I suppost to ever have experience if I can't ( Read more... )

You know in movies where they show that girl who's going through a break up ( Read more... )

I always get sick when the seasons change.

I feel like going home, I hate being in the city alone. Mollys gone all week, everyones busy.. And I'm just doing nothing.

Im so bored with everything right now ( Read more... )

One second I'm screaming in the phone, next second I'm receiving texts that say.. I'll always love you.. Blah blah... and then I feel bad.. And its a horriable cycle, it really is ( Read more... )

Why is it so much to ask for a guy that's not shady, sketchy, and all other words that describe someone that can't just be upfront, honest, and decent to a girl ( Read more... )

And there's friends that will always be there ( Read more... )

I just want to have fun.

I don't want to be with Alex anymore at all. I don't want this open relationship, I don't want a friendship, I don't want him.

What I do want, I can't have.

I'm really high and I feel really depressed all of a sudden. I want to be back in mpls.

I love my apartment. I love molly. I just wish I was up here for good now, not working 3 days a week in wisconsin. I have alexs car now, which is nice :)

I'm just so excited.
I don't what else to write about
I wish I could think of more to say.

I woke up yesterday and I was thinking about everything. I was thinking about how finding a job in st paul wasn't going as well as planned. How I didn't like the weird ass place I interviewed at last week. How I'm still pissed about comcast screwing me over, and the only reason I can think of why they didn't hire me is because maybe they thought I ( Read more... )