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[_tryst]

Let me start with a little back-story before I start to rant.

Throughout my childhood I had an abundance of different crushes. I only ever had one obsession. No, being obsessed isn't normal. But fuck, I was a kid. Cut me some slack. I can admit it now because it's funny. Then, it was pathetic

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[quixotique]

I love crush stories. I think most crushes come without reason. When there's reason, I switch to lust or really really like. :o)

[_tryst]

I like what we had... or didn't have. It's hard to explain.

[quixotique]

Au contraire. I think you summed it up quite nicely in your post.

[mikey32]

neither of you spoke, your eyes just met, for a moment, then you kept walking?

[_tryst]

Yes sir. He lived 5 houses away for nearly 15 years and I never said a thing. Why ruin it now?

[mikey32]

good point
ever think youll regret not saying the slightest thing to him?

[_tryst]

I used to think I would regret it.

I think about it now and I realize that if I spoke to him it'd lose a lot of it's mystery. And the mystery was a big part of my obsession.

I'd rather look back at it with a smile/laugh than look back at it and know what I was missing. There's a good chance I was missing nothing at all.

[gonzoangel]

ok this is gay

but

"some of gods greatest gifts, are unanswered prayers"

ok i'm done :)

[_tryst]

Thanks Angel.

[gonzoangel]

you're welcome dear, <3

[babybluebeauty]

The mystery is the best part. I had a "crush" like that. But, I talked to him. I kissed him. I was "seeing him"..And to be honest, I wish I would have left it at the crush stage. Like you did. Because of the mystery.

[_tryst]

Yes, I'm happy with what it was. I'd like to keep it that way. He'll always just be my perfect little girl crush.