fred, jessica(not the one living with me) and dante just got a place in the apartments riiight across the street from mine. awesome now I have a closer place to escape to. I was there earlier for the first time, their apartments are waaay nicer than these ones. after a night of swimming, wine, cigarettes, conversation and tekken I am back at home. ( Read more... )

more and more often it seems I'm asking myself.. why do I bother?

why do I bother?

stressssss

please please please don't let me fall in love with him.
just popping back into my life. knowing full-well what we felt for each other before he dropped off the planet.
but now it still feels like it did back then. I like that but I hate it because I can never be sure if he'll disappear or not.

gah. life is weird.

TUESDAY TUESDAY TUESDAY!

I can't fucking wait. aaaahh!!

Happy birthday Ed ( Read more... )

( random nora talk and a couple pictures.. you know you want it )

too old to be considered a teenager, too young to drink in a bar.

purgatory.

My sister's cat Kallie died today. She wasn't too old but she was a runt sooo being at least seven years old that's kinda old for a runt. I was the one that noticed she wasn't breathing.. it's weird, why is it you don't expect to miss a pet so much? I loved the little brat, sure she pissed on nearly everything and was constantly in heat but still ( Read more... )

I'm alone tonight. I could've hung out with Dawn and Frank but nahh. Ed invited me to tag along with him to a couple of his friend's house. naahhh. It doesn't bug me that I'm alone, I've been thinking about this year and about how despite it being pretty uneventful it was still big for me. Being soo fucking sick all summer kind of tested me, I'd ( Read more... )