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so i am finally out of the hospital. thank you ana, erica, jason, cullen, chris, ryley, anyone else that reads this that came to visit me. ryley is just amazing. i know you read this, i want you to know that i love you. even though we arent together, i would do anything for you, and you just being with me while im trying to get better is more than ( Read more... )

the relationship that i thought was so awesome is over for now. it is the only thing that fills my mind. i cant study, i cant do anything. this is by far one of the hardest things i have ever had to deal with. she says its not over forever. and that is all that i have to hold onto.

it hasn't gotten any better...

done

i still think she is amazing. i can only hope she will not leave me, because i care for her more than anything.

i feel as though i am being forgotten by people as i regarded as good friends. and that sorta saddens me. i guess i do have something to do with that, but it still sucks. hopefully tomorrow will be better.

back in college station

i like it here

went to tx roadhouse with friends

watched riding giants tonight

i miss ryley

start workout progrom

start eating right tomorrow

have to go grocery shopping tomorrow

going to see kinsey tomorrow night

so i spent all day at the galleria today. i got one shirt from urban outfitters and then ryley did the rest of the shopping. we were there for 5 hours. ive never been in a mall that long. but she bought me lunch/dinner which was nice. i saw kelly guynes at the galleria today. i havent seen her in about half a year so that was awesome. she bought a ( Read more... )

So Christmas was pretty good this year. i got some really cool stuff. i got the first 3 seasons of seinfeld, and the bruce lee master collection that has 5 bruce lee flicks. i also got the united states of leeland and the big lebowski and random clothes and some shoes, and some other stuff. i have Christmas number 2 with my dads side today. my ( Read more... )