I want to hide from everyone. Disappear so that people will realize that I no longer exist in this hell hole that feels like every day. I want to run away from you so that you can realize what lies ahead of you when I'm not around. I want to keep my thoughts to myself, cry by myself, &eventually hate myself... I don't know what I want, but I really ( Read more... )

So... today after I took a quick shower I forgot to put the bracelet back on. Do you really think that when it's off we argue more? Maybe it's just in our heads. Who knows, right? I asked for another break. I'm tired of always waiting for you, you know that. Tired of always coming in second when it comes to dance. Tired of always letting you know ( Read more... )

I feel like starting over. Like, starting clean. Making some of the cool entries memories &stuff. Would you guys hate me if I made a new user name? arrrgh.. haha.. It's just a thought. Maybe? Err...

Well, if I do would you still be my friend?

BLAH!

Eight in the morning. Coffee. Caramel. A green straw. Loud voices. Boys &girls. Work ( Read more... )

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Hey, do me a favor... when you guys are out drinking, doing drugs, partying 'til the break of dawn... please, if you're too wasted, too drugged up to even get behind the wheel, then don't. Ask one of your many friends to take you home. Friends that aren't under the influence of alcohol or drugs. Call anyone up even if they're asleep at 5am in the ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the day that I will finally be classified as a high school graduate. I can finally feel the sense of comfort when I'm applying for something &I can sincerely say that I am a high school graduate. Yep, tomorrow's the big day, yet I don't feel any chills, or sadness. Not yet at least. I've got my comfortable outfit laid out. Over dress or ( Read more... )