Okay, so the kid I fell for is Tad. And we've been dating since August 25th. Not too long, but long enough. This kid makes me so incredibly happy, seriously, I can't help but smile when I'm with him. It's so complex, even I don't understand it, but whatever it is, I like it. A lot. He's been a part of my life since I was in about 4th grade, and he' ( Read more... )

Gregg broke up with me again. And I made sure to let him know this was the LAST time he was ever going to do this to me. I'm never going back to that again, he's just too controlling. He chooses my friends, chooses when I can go out and when I can't... I'm a freedom kind of girl. I can't handle shit like that. So, sorry to say, but that ( Read more... )

So I just lost a friend who's been really close to me for as long as I can remember. Not because of her, but because of her parents and me. It was mostly my fault. I guess because usually when I'd go over her house I didn't feel like I could talk to her, so I'd get on her computer and talk to someone else when I needed advice and everything... and ( Read more... )

When I see your smile ( Read more... )

So Gregg and I got into a pretty bad argument today. I was upset for a while, but I'm getting better about dealing with things. I didn't cry, and when he called me back a few hours later I was calm and in a better mood. I tried to make things better. I think I succeeded a little bit. I hope so, anyway ( Read more... )

Are you afraid of what you see staring back at you in the mirror ( Read more... )

So it's 1:13 AM and I still can't sleep. I'm still on the phone with Gregg... neither of us can. He can't for his own reasons, and I can't because I took my adderall really late today, and that keeps you awake. I actually took it at like 4:00 PM instead of between 6 and 11 AM. I have a feeling I'll be up all night. Which sucks, because I have work ( Read more... )

So I'm on the phone with Gregg right now, and we haven't fought once today OR been in a bad mood =] I'm so happy with him. And myself. I'm glad that things are turning out to be the way I thought they'd be. I had a feeling when we fought those 2 nights that he really didn't want to be with me, but I guess I was wrong. And for once, I'm happy I was ( Read more... )

Today was okay I guess. I was in an okay mood most of the day. Ended up getting in a fight with my mom, which sucked. She's so bitchy, it's unbelievable. Gregg was in an okay mood for the most part, but he had another random bad mood. I feel terrible when he has those. I don't know what to do. I always try to help him out, but I never can. He just ( Read more... )

A - Age : 16 ( Read more... )