I just got done watching Requiem For A Dream again and once again I was moved by the character's performance and emotion. It was like the whole time, you were in a  place of no escape. Select motives and situations flooded your mind as you began to realize there was no escape from the world you were living in. God, I wanted to cry for them.

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It seems like it's been a long time since I've sat down to just simply.... write. I'm back to listening to my movie scores, which only encourage this delight. I've added 'Things Fear' into the mix, though. It's amazing. No lyrics. Just music leaving you to drift away with your thoughts, your aspirations, your perfect scenarios reflecting whatever ( Read more... )

This is a great song. But guess what's a better song: Bright Eyes - Lover I Don't Have To Love. The lyrics are bittersweet. Not sure what to make of them. But they're definitely relevant, I'll tell you that much ( Read more... )

Well today was pretty much the follow-thru for last night. Nothing seemed to make me smile... at all.

I took a walk and then realized I wanted to wait a couple more hours, until the sun went down. I listened to Further Seems Forever.

Then around 8, I decided to head out for Starbucks. It was perfect weather and the sun was down. I listened to ( Read more... )

It's interesting how fast things can change throughout the course of one day. Just this morning I was almost ready to break out in dance because I was so happy, but now... things have turned cold. I just want someone to hold me ( Read more... )

I liked the word.

Amazing how things work. Purely amazing. I'm ecstatic. I have been delivered a piece of heaven's grace. I've reached out and grabbed a hold of something beautiful. No words. No words.

Anyone, anyone at all... I really feel like watching Requiem For A Dream again, as well as Fight Club (the favorite). Come with me and we'll watch ( Read more... )

Well to my surprise, I actually ended up going to that The Snake The Cross The Crown concert(along with Acceptance, Gatsby's American Dream, A Saving Daylight, Amber Sky, and another band that I forgot) at The Knitting Factory in Hollywoood. It was great. Especially when TSTCTC played... that was what I was going for. But the music wasn't the part ( Read more... )

So I figured that along with my words, I would include some pictures. Since, of course, most all of you like to view something rather than read, and if I insist on making you (well, it's actually your decision), well rather asking you, to read these words of mine, I might as well have you look at something too.

And also since I just attempted to ( Read more... )

The only reason I want to update is simply because I feel like I haven't been living up to my full potential lately with writing on here. I'm not sure what I'm going to write but I feel very poetic and dreamy (not in an attractive kind of way, but in an "I am being a dream right now" kind of way ( Read more... )

I am back. I wont' write more than a paragraph because I don't much motivation at 1 in the morning. Later things will come. For now.. there is this, which I stole from Ashlynne. I like it ( Read more... )