I dont update this thing nearly as often as I should. Hmm lets see...me and Ray are done...I refuse to talk to him because I honestly have nothing to say to him right now...he even tried talking to me the other night and i acted as though he didnt exhist...I know that everything in life happens for a reason...and maybe this is my chance to live ( Read more... )

INSTRUCTIONS: Write ten statements, intended to different people - things you've always wanted to tell them. never tell which one is to whom ( Read more... )

Making Memories Of Us ( Read more... )

I Wanna Be Your Everything ( Read more... )

Apparently I forgot that I'm not allowed to do anything that makes ME happy. I am the one who lives my life, I am the one who'll ultimatly decide whats best for me. I understand that people care about me and want to look out for me, but if you're really my friend you'd want me to do what makes ME happy, not u ( Read more... )

I hate what I'm becomming...I dont want to change because he did. I dont wanna love anymore **cries** god thats an awful feeling.

Why the fuck can't I just let go?!?! I dont want to be upset and cry and worry anymore. I hate feeling like I'm dead inside...

I want my life back.

I guess somethings never change...and the things you want to change, never do ( Read more... )

Today at work, 4 english bulldog puppies came in ( Read more... )

I finally got the internet back...and I already hate having it.

life could be better, but it could be worse.

i got a few interviews lined up...hopefully i'll find a job. who knows.

please god let this be a fucked up dream or nightmare and let me wake up from it soon.