so this year definatly has taken many twists and turns ( Read more... )

Does anyone want to destroy things with me and then cry. because i dont know im just so fucked. and i dont know what to do.

and on top of that.

Dear You,

This is a letter that you will never even read. not even a letter more like a secret. I love you. and you will never find out. not until the day i die.

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So today i hung out with my favorite russian in the world liz.

we went to prinction record exchange and walked around by palmer square. then came home and ate lasanga and listened to ani. i miss her ooo sooo much.

<333

Oh and everyone else kinda sucks at the moment 
and my LITTLE BABY SISTER has a boyfriend so i sent him a nice myspace message ( Read more... )

My hair is black yet again, and my extensions go in on sunday yeesss i miss having hair haha ( Read more... )

so today i had a very good converstaion with Chelsea someone i never thought would be serious was. and it was nice i have been misreble for quiet some time and havent really had someone to express it too. and although that doesnt fix anything it made me feel a little better.

Latley i dont even know whats going on. and like everything seemed to all ( Read more... )

who wants to run away with me and start a new life?

seriously when im 18 i want to save up a bunch of money take a train somewhere and restart everything and never look back.

I am empty.
for real.
its real cool how no one gives a fuck and dont even say you do because you know thats a lie.

and i was listening to this song and parts are just so wow like yea.

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world ( Read more... )

So i had a jolt of insiration.

So I realize and have known for a long time that i am text book styl "Self Destructive" and you would think that because i know the reason i am misreble is for this very reason i would do something about it right? Well i crave experince. I crave to do everything and anything i can to make my life more exciting even ( Read more... )

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Ever had your heart played with?

i bet you have. i know i have.

i thought once would be the end of it i thought i could pick the peices up and start over but i guess everyones an asshole. they take your heart, give false hope and crush you.

i swear to god i feel like the stupist fuck on earth i really do.

and even with all the pain and hate ( Read more... )