goodbye livejournal

this girl told me one or several times that i was gonna be a very lonely person. well she sucks really bad and doesn't know what real love is. regardless, she was probably right. for some reason though i don't care. i have come to terms with who and what i am. im drifting further and further away from everything and everyone.

well alicia will be here friday and i cant even describe how awesome this is gonna be. i found a cruise that i really wanna go on when i come home in august and its really not that expensive. i have a six day weekend coming from a four day weekend, cant really complain about anything!

so this morning was a nice run through the woods with a little dip in the river. other than the water being about 55 degrees not to shabby. in other news, one of my really good friends is coming to see me in 18 days and to tell you the truth i cant fuckin wait to see her! i will also be 21 this month and no im not gonna drink, maybe a root beer ( Read more... )

imlc is done, i passed! now we're on our way to louisiana for jrtc. im done with the regular army, im trading my blue cord in for a green beret.

fuck you army. i cant believe you are doing this. you promised me bullets and carnage, now you dont want combat operations in urban parts of iraq. wtf am i suppose to do, advise and train ia's, you gotta be kidding me. for the past two years i have waited patiently and watched everyone else that joined after me deploy. you even sent me to thee ( Read more... )

cant sleep at all. just waiting for deployment, so i can get the fuck out of ny when i come back. ive already pretty much decided to go to hawaii for my next duty station. im done with anywhere that gets cold. some kid down the street at another unit killed himself. funny thing is he was an 11c. i guess people either cant take being in this ( Read more... )

sneak peek star trek tonight. it was amazing, and i dont like star trek

this might seem really dumb, but im really excited about the new magazine pouches, zombie hunter unit patches, and od green operators hat i just ordered! i might be brainwashed a little bit.

last week was probably the best training ive ever had in the army and i had fun as well. shooting over 1500 rounds & assaulting enemy element on burst with my m4. im in infantry mortar leader course now till may 22. no jrtc, leave, then iraq possibly earlier in september. everything is going awesome!