everything reminds me of you and how much you suck. this is me forgetting about you all over again. i fucking hate you

jeff and ryan comming up for thanksgiving
ill be home on dec 20th
i should really let this go

no eib, oh well better luck next year. wednesday i leave for castle grey skull, louisiana. i can barely breathe out of my nose right now, hanging out with heman isnt gonna make it any better. dark matter is crazy stuff and their is 5x more than physical matter in the universe. weird

first day of eib is done. i only got one no go, on commo. lets see if i can make it the next two days and then ill have my own eib! jrtc next week in louisiana for a month, no phone, no internet, no porn.

this weekend was sweet

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nothing in my life makes sense and i refuse to understand. i was nothing but good to you. you dont want to better yourself, then fuck you.

so i have to stay at this stupid camp till the 20th, as long as i get to come home still i dont care. ive been fishing quite a bit. i pretty much sleep during the day and work at night. i wouldnt really call it work, i just sit there and watch movies while downloading porn. i guess i gotta deal with it, i signed the paper.

you're not a man untill you masturbate in a porta jon

this place sux, nyc was sweet, and aug 25th im gonna be home

wtf is wrong with me, everytime i think you're finally out of my head, you creep right back in at the worst times. i keep replaying everything i did in my mind, wondering if what i did was right. it seemed like every time we thought we were doing good, deep down inside i couldnt fuckin stand you. sometimes i couldnt even look at you, all those ( Read more... )