fuck...i haven't updated in a long ass time

Things are dreadfully slow here…now that everyone has gone. Its slightly depressing going day by day and knowing that I’m not going to see my friends. Pete and aaron are still around, but just like me, they have school and work. I don’t know what in hell’s name has me so upset right now. I just can’t seem to talk to anyone.
I fucked up…and I know

Aliens rock my socks off.

Jesus Christ bananas the fucking colors.
Coupled with the legos and the booze = one hell of a night.

Well, I got a job to help do something useful with my time…I work at Vonachen’s. Its all right… I think. I’d rather be doing nothing at all, but then I think I wouldn’t like that either… so I’m stuck until I find something better to do ( Read more... )

I took my mum out for lunch today, and we also visited that botanical gardens but on the way back to her work I saw this family, sitting by the side of the road, selling corn from the back of their truck. I know that doesn’t sound like much to get worked up over but if you saw their faces and the little baby, you might understand. I looked at them ( Read more... )

Well, it’s been awhile ( Read more... )

I’ve had a nice couple of days ( Read more... )

I feel so upset right now and I don’t know why. I think I just need to talk a bit. I miss dan…I miss him a lot. I got home after my mom went to sleep so I couldn’t talk to her…she worked late tonight and usually she helps me feel better when I’m upset. Sometimes I feel that it is better to have no contact with anyone so I have less of a chance of ( Read more... )

Tonight it looked like a full moon, but it said tomorrow will be…I think they are lying. I got a wheelbarrow today; it wouldn’t fit in my car so I spent about an hour trying to take it apart…finally a nice couple stopped and asked if I needed help…they worked for a good half hour and then even loaded it for me… chivalry is not dead. After that I ( Read more... )