i have always hated the term lonely.
perhaps i feel that now. more or less boredom.

buuuuut who needs love anyway. not i.

I'm repulsive.

Oh, and you're a terrible person.

Oh, and I'm scared shitless about something that could ruin (almost) my entire life.

I miss being somebody's babyyyyy

I miss being somebody's loooOOOooove.

my head hurts.

Flooded by comfort and excitement. You can't pretend you haven't wanted this for the longest time. Memories slipped between the cracks and into the dark before your eyes and too quick for fingers to hold on to ( Read more... )

I feel terrible right now. absolutely. I feel ugly, obese, unintelligent, disgusting, fake, unattractive, boring, and poor.

fuck ...

Such a great night.

It went by so fast, please don't tell me it wasn't real.

And yet sometimes, I find myself being scared of being lonely. Real lonely. I miss my home.

greeeeat amount of growth in the last week.

progressss. :) :)

I don't care to make you love me.
I only would love for you to care about me.

Turn away and never look back? Only to lose sight of precious memories.

Love love love me.

Goodnight.

You always said you'd be there.

where are you now.

i can't wait until i get my prescriptions.