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_vkaipols_lulu Nov 07, 2005 22:00

i have a question:
why are penises so gross? they're like..spores. like fungi spores that mushrooms grow from. and they sit upon a pile of cow dung. ew. sporatic mushrooms. i'm grossing myself out.

I attended a funeral today. Morelike a memorial service, actually. I woke up at 10, had french toast with Datura, who slept over, and got ready to walk down to the beach, where the service was going to be. And, again, sorry for falling asleep so early Datura, I really didn't feel well. Anyways, after showering and such, my mom, Billy [a close ( Read more... )

ive decid to name this livejournal "long-arms the 2nd"

_vkaipols_lulu Oct 15, 2005 20:55

brian forbis got me preggers and i gave birth to this livejournal.brian's nickname was long-arms on account of his long,long,chimp-like arms.i've named this blog long-arms the 2nd so that brian forbis's spirit will live on after he was brought down in the line of duty at the graphing calculator game testing center ( Read more... )

i am a naughty hottie.like kittens.or gr

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_vkaipols_lulu Sep 09, 2005 23:03

i feel.. incredible ( Read more... )

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_vkaipols_lulu Sep 02, 2005 23:30

thank you for believing me.

even if you wanted me, i wouldn't.

i cried so hard tonight. its been a while since that's happened. i feel a little better though, yet my stomach has lingering feelings of turning about, upset.

i've never felt something so..
real.
[yet i am in disbelief].

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_vkaipols_lulu Aug 25, 2005 09:35

i'm questioning everything i can question, asking myself why i'm here and why we're here. and i don't crave friendship or material items and i don't know what i want anymore. i haven't seen most of my friends for a while now and the scary part is-- that i don't want to. will i ever? i don't know why.. i'm just going through a time where i want to ( Read more... )

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_vkaipols_lulu Aug 15, 2005 10:27

i've written paragraphs over and over and erased them again and again because i just can't seem to write an entry that describes how i feel without sounding like a completely mean person. so.. i've decided to make sure you all knew something that i really feel about you all ( Read more... )

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_vkaipols_lulu Aug 10, 2005 23:28

its getting harder to know that you do not know how i feel. i'm wishing i could tell you but knowing that i won't. how would you react? i wish i knew ( Read more... )

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_vkaipols_lulu Aug 01, 2005 19:25

for a large portion of today, i craved saltly foods. all during my class periods, i sat feeling very ill to my stomach and having a sore throat [due to my weekend flu], and craving lemon juice with salt in it, salty chips and grapefruit smuthered in salt. what a very odd thing to crave.. so, when i got home i ran right to the store and bought salty ( Read more... )

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_vkaipols_lulu Jul 30, 2005 13:38

i have butterflies in my chest. i wish i could cough them up so they would stop fluttering around. no, they're not heart palpatations, they're butterflies, and i don't like them.