its for the better...

[_wayaway_]

Thank you so much. Thank you for making me realize that 'friends' may not be friends. After hearing the things you said to me, i now know that you never cared about my feelings or our 'friendship'. If any of you don't consider me a friend then come out and tell me, stop lying to me and to yourself. Fake friends are everywhere, who can i trust

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[br0kenglass]

Cailyn, I am sorry for whatever happened with the friends issue. Im here if you want to go for a walk or anything. Just let me know. As for your grandfather...i just remember walking around in my backyard talking about him and I am sorry you never really had the chance to know him but he was alive to know you and be blessed with a amazing grandaughter. And for your license, my god where has the time gone. I can just remember being at funway and your parents talking about us driving when we were "older" and how you'd be crazy and I was cautious. Good luck with that though.

<3

[pink_sunglasses]

Kid, you're definately coming with my friday no matter what, and book me in for the beach with our main boy ;) hahah<33

[pink_sunglasses]

And i know what you mean with your grandfather, it's the same with a lot of my relatives. It's sad :( everybodies like "aww and this time and that time" and all you have is a few pictures but never really got to know the person. I'm sorry darling

[_this_love_]

hey. cailyn im soo sorry. friends can be backstabbers. i've been there. people can't be trusted. i only trust like 4 people right now and your one of them. cause your family and i'll always count on you and i'll always be here for you no matter what. thats what families for. and i love you soo much. and i'm soo happy your my cousin. your like my big sister. i don't know what i would do with out you. you've helped me through soo much recently and you've also helped me out soo much in the past. i'm sorry whoever that you is, they don't deserve you as a friend, you help people soo much and thats soo good. people who do that to you dont deserve to be liked by you and that sucks for them not you. because its just another person thats gonna try to bring you down and you dont need that cause your a great person! lol i love you

i just wrote like an essay haha ill ttyl

[do_you_like_it]

Because I don't want shit spread about me, here's the deal. I'm the person Cai is talking about in the first paragraph, that way you can hear both sides of the story if you care to. I don't feel like I'm a backstabber, cuz I never really felt that Cailyn and I were very close, or even friends. I have considered us acquaintences for a while now, and I'm sorry if me simply being as cordial towards Cailyn sent off the wrong signals. I don't think its fair to be attacked for not seeing a friendship between Cailyn and I. So Cai, sorry for this all happening, and everyone else, please don't judge until you know the whole story, from both sides.
Thanks
Colleen

YEAA

[do_you_like_it]

I agree with Colleen its not her fault you guys never got close...so dont blame her and as for Cai your cool but why you getting so overdramatic that one person out of tons of real friends you have didnt seem to clique with u..

Re: YEAA

[_this_neurotik_]

yea im gonna have to agree with homeboy on that one. Colleen's one of the least fake people Ive ever met. Maybe you never had the same experience. It happens. I guess its not really your fault she decided to be nice to you, though.

[anonymous]

i dont think cailyn asked for any of your opinions, colleens the one who blew everything out of proportion, so dont go calling cailyn names, k thanks bye

[do_you_like_it]

"What else are people saying about me, comon tell me say it right here or to my face, say what you want, what do you really think of me, you unreal backstabbers."

So yea, she kinda did ask what we thought.

true dat

[_this_neurotik_]

lol good call colleen. Anyways, dont get all on my case. I didnt say anything about Cailyn or call her any names, all I simply did was defend my friends case. If you got a problem with that lemme know.

Re: true dat

[_this_neurotik_]

oh yea and pretty much if you put something in your livejournal, expect peoples opinions. If you didnt want peoples opinions you probably should get a regular journal. One in a book or something.