Well I needed to spice up my life today since I'm home sick, so I made a new journal

__rockabye . So add me as a friend and maybe I'll add you back. I might keep both and keep this one public and the other friends only. Not sure yet, I'll keep you posted.

Happy Birthday to three of my favorite guys Joe, Pat and Derek! I love you all.

Today I'm working. It's pimp. Get paid, and thats all that matters to meeee...

Nothing is right anymore, but whatever. Times they are a changin and I've decided to just go with the flow.

Whoa..whoa yeah.

So today was totally awesome. Sammy came over after school and we walked up to the fair around 530. Walked around for a while and then ran into Pat. We hung out with him for a while, and then joined up with Joe and Bobby for the most part. We all hung out, hit up some rides. Then Bobby, Joe, Sam and I (Pat left cuz he doesn't love us) went to see ( Read more... )

Well. It seems everyone is sad. And that makes me sad. And then even more people are sad. It's heartbreaking ( Read more... )

Alright I havent updated in a super long time ( Read more... )

Colin sent me roses again today. They're beautiful. He's amazing. I smiled, oh how I smiled ( Read more... )

The roses you gave me are dead now. It makes me very unhappy. It reminds me of a poem I wrote for english one time. I just found it. I almost feel like putting it in here, but I don't really want to, I wouldn't be able to take criticizm right now. And it would hurt too much ( Read more... )

Wow. I'm like at peace with myself. For the first time in ages. There is no inner battle. I'm just like, content with everything. I mean, the only place I can go from here is up. Up and out. School tomorrow, and I'm pleased that it's here. I like a schedule. A way things should go ( Read more... )

So yesterday was quite the day. Did all sorts of things, read, went to the zoo, cleaned my room a bit. It was okay. I talked to Colin last night, we've decided that a break is best for us right now. We're both okay with it. We'll see how it all goes ( Read more... )

I'm so confused. I wish I could just talk to some unbiased person about how I feel. That never works out tho. Because what it boils down to is that we're all friends with everyone, and anyone I talk to will feel they have to let the other people know. It's not right, but thats not really what this entry is about. I have so much bottled up inside ( Read more... )