so yeah...havent written anything in a while...alot of shit went down haha...umm but yeah...im getting a job at a grocery store...how umm fun?....who cares..its money and the more money i get..the sooner i go to NY and my sari...so yeah...umm im soposed to go get the keys to my apartment from evan tomorrow...hope that goes well..if not its ok...i ( Read more... )

......so go ahead and flip me over, like a reccord or a turtle...........
one way ill keep spinning............................................
.............................the other........ ill die in the sun

hmmmm...yea....who knows..so man things go through my mind...who am i to choose what gets put down on this site...maybe ill just keep all my thoughts to myself today

You will never change the way I am ( Read more... )

That final minute frozen forever in my thoughts, when our lips touch and our hearts unite. For that moment, that split second, I will look into your eyes and know that all my dreams were right ( Read more... )

the other night was so perfect...or as close to perfect as i know...i was talking to sari on the phone for like a million hours...the things she says to me are just to sweet...her words are simple and beautiful...she knows just how to make me smile...she always finds a way to slip in a beautiful word or two that just send a lightening bolt through ( Read more... )

holy shit....i was in my back yard and i felt something on my ass.....wow..this could turn out really bad.....hahahah....but yeah..i felt to see what the fuck it was and it was A HUUUUUUGE FUCKING BUG...i was being attacked...or raped...who knows! by a giant praying mantis...it was fucking huuuuge...like 4 inches long i swear....so now its in a ( Read more... )

so yeah...i felt like shit today...slept in till like 4...but it was all better cause i got up and talked to sari...she always makes me feel better...my step brother was here so i had to "entertain him" which means i played fucking video games with him...i dont even play video games and i still kicked his ass...damn im cool haha...im watching the ( Read more... )

umm...just kinda checking everything out. this is so cool. i love my beautiful sari, she gave me this wonderful outlet for expression. i wish i was holding her right now, haha...but when am i not!..ill write more about my day in a little bit..right now is time for my angel...gonna call her..i miss her voice. she is the only person who can always ( Read more... )