Lately I hate life. There's so much I should say, because I've got my own feelings. It just seems it won't change a thing. ADGJASLDBGASDLJKbsd I guess I could give it a few days or something.s,

I hope that she'll come around. Because I can't really do anything else. If she wants this she'll have to put forth the effort too.

I'm really bad about leading girls on. So bad that I don't think I'll do it anymore. I saw Alison yesterday. Everything went well... And some things went better. I'm with her again. It feels good. This week is going to be hard. The weekend better be good. I don't need anymore disappointments.

You know, I've always been here for you. I've always have stayed true to you and myself. You can call me selfish because I see my girlfriend when I'm not busy insted of seeing you. You can say that I'm not fun anymore. You can say a lot of things. But you know what I can say? You're not the same person. You're not my BEST FRIEND that I fucking had ( Read more... )

Empty, insignificant, ugly, tired, helpless, clueless, lazy, and stressed. I hate school. I hate working. I miss Alison. I miss summer.

It feels werid, and almost sad. I wish things didn't feel this way. I wish I didn't feel like I am always letting go when we part. You should know somethings and I should get the courage to tell you.

I just feel lonely.

I wonder what she's thinking about. And if she misses me.

Now I never meant,
To do you wrong,
That’s what I came here to say.

But if I was wrong,
Then I’m sorry,
I don’t let it stand in our way.

As my head just aches,
When I think of,
The things that I shouldn’t have done.

But, life is for living,
We all know,
And I don’t wanna live it alone.

It just sucks how we never talk anymore. These feelings suck and I'm tired of them. I just want things to be normal.