I feel like I'm not good enough. I never was and never will be.

I hate how things get under my skin and just bother me. Should this even bother me? I hate how jealous I always feel. I feel lonely a lot now. I see her a lot now. It's werid, I feel comforable with her. I don't really think too much about it anymore. I feel so worry-free. It's a nice feeling. I like comforable. She's like my favorite couch.

ASFKL:JFKL:DSFN:SDLKFNsdfdf. Jesus fucking Christ. People, get a life now. Before it's too late.

There's this problem, it's bothering me. I have always had somebody to talk to. Someone that actually listens and can relate. I really miss Shawn. I can't stand him though. I don't want to hang out with him. He's so different. And all my real friends have changed. No one is the way we all thought we would be. I guess that's part of being naive. I ( Read more... )

I wish that people didn't have these obessiona. Theses things that are so common to every person. Theses identites. They fit them so perfect and we all know them so well. Why can't there just be one person that isn't so predictable? Just someone so different. Not necessarily random, but interesting. Maybe this is just me lacking something.

So, I've been thinking about you a lot. A little more than usual. I'm ( Read more... )

I think it's that certain people just do certain things that get on my nerves. Usually I wouldn't have cared, but for some reason last night I found everything to be annoying. It's just this constant feeling of me needing to be jealous or something. They probably didn't even realize it. Famous people suck. Honestly, I was very disappointed last ( Read more... )

I've been in this horrible mood all day. Nothing has really happened. It's just that I feel that I get so much shit for nothing. And it's every time that I try to talk to you, you're busy or something. It's just frustrating. I'm sorry that I hurt your feelings tonight. I didn't want to.