I had a really wierd dream today. I was sleeping in my dream and then I ended up getting up and walking to Holly's house. There was no one at the door so I just went inside and I walked up the stairs and went into one of the rooms and walked in on kristen and her girlfriend making out and I was like, 'OH IM SO SORRY' and they just ignored me, so I ( Read more... )

So I went to class today but I ended up not feeling well so I just slept the rest of the day. I dont know, I'm constantly tired. I was talking to Kelley last night and I had to go and drop off a paper to this kid. When I got back I ended up laying on my bed to pick something up on the other side and I just couldn't get up, I was just so tired, too ( Read more... )

i can literally feel the mental breakdown/panic attack preparing itself already, i can already feel it.

why am i such a moron. i dont get myself. i just seem to hate everyone but i dont want to. i think im just fed up with not knowing what to do and not being able to do anything. i hate london and i hate my family for sticking me here. i hate jade for not talking to me and texas for ignoring me as well. i hate that pedro doesnt check his email and i ( Read more... )

i've been driving around town ( Read more... )

its just one of those days where getting a simple scuff mark on your least favorite pair of shoes could make you cry.

I can sit here everyday and pretend everythings fine. I've mastered ( Read more... )

Is it still me that makes you sweat ( Read more... )

Today has been kind of an off day. I woke up really late and missed my first class and that really sucks. I dont know why, but it got me really mad, a lot more mad than it should have gotten me. The rest of my classes were ok, basically the way they always are. I ended up then having to go and help Dave with the project/report thing we have to do. ( Read more... )

i had the most amazing rice in the world today. i know rice is rather plain but it was amazing, just incredible. today was my brothers birthday. happy birthday ryan. i had this old notebook that we used to write in. when i was a lot younger and he was like my older older brother, he had this notebook and i would always write stuff in it, so he ( Read more... )

i love you like a brother ( Read more... )