i dont think kelley's coming online tonight, just a guess.

i think i'm going to go to bed then.

my mom sent me razzles in the mail today. i kind of made my day.

I dont know Im of losing my mind I kind of felt stupid talking to kelley tonight I havent smoked for 2 days and its making me go insane. ive ben eating chocolate non-stop and gum too, my mouth hurts. I've kind of been drinking lately too cuaz the age here is 18 not to a point where I'm getting drunk live eevery night, but more than usualy si=nice I ( Read more... )

I wish I had someone to talk to. I don't know how much longer I can just sit here. Yeah, I really wish there was someone to talk to. Why the fuck am I in this country, I have nothing here. Who Cares ( Read more... )

So I woke up today and didnt want to do anything. I didnt want to move or open my eyes or get food or breathe or do anything. I dont know. Its just like everything is a huge mess and I don't know what the point of anything is anymore. I just sit in this room every day and every night and go through the motions. Everyone just goes through the ( Read more... )

biting keeps your words at bay ( Read more... )

I dont know, its been really just hectic lately. It was Halloween yesturday. I hope Kelley had a good time and didnt get lost in the woods or ate bad candy. I havent talked to her in a while. So yesturday we had a little party at Holly's house. It was me Holly, her boyfriend, Stuart, Holly's friend Kristen and Kristen's girlfriend, yeah girlfriend ( Read more... )

xx I _____ Aiden ( Read more... )

Mars Volta Live comes out in a week. It leaked and that sucks.
Davey Havok has blonde hair. AFI is different.

I'm tired. I miss her. Yeah.

hmm, so today I got into yeah this place. I'm really tired, right now, just to add that in. Um and yeah today we woke up and ate breakfast and then we went for a tour around the town and then we went shopping and we went to this really weird like mystical place..the kind of place that sells like pots of foggy water taht has fog coming out of it and ( Read more... )