i always need to be doing something, i can't ever be alone anymore. it makes sense why things have looked up for so long and it makes sense why i've developed this separation anxiety and it makes sense why i obsess over things being okay and it makes sense why this one small thing affects me in such a huge way and everything always makes sense but ( Read more... )

things are never going to change.

i over-analyze every single thing that has to do with every single person or situation or idea or memory in my entire life and i am soooooooooooooooooooo siiiiiiiiiiiiiiick of it but i don't know how to change. my mind gets the best of me most of the time. i know all the things i hate about myself but i don't know how to change any of them.

i'm trying to teach myself how to take things one day at a time, i've always been bad at that. anyway, summer is nice, i spend a lot of time with kavi. he makes me really happy all the time. i miss him right now even though i saw him yesterday and most of the days since school ended, i can't help it, i love him so much, i have so much fun with him ( Read more... )

my horoscope for today:

Sort out this issue that has been plaguing you and move on with your life, Tara. Things will get better, but you need to meet life half way here.

that is definately true.

i am not content with things in my life right now.

it just hit me right now that summer is in less than two weeks. it doesn't feel like it even a little bit.

three and a half months is waaaaay too long to not see these people every day of my life.after this semester, we're all moving across campus, and nobody's gonna be in 110. it's gonna be soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo weiiiiiiiiiird ( Read more... )

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spring break is kind of relaxing and kavi makes me feel so incredible <3

( pictures from the crappiest dinosaur museum ever. )

what is with everyone lately?