Honestly, I don't understand why he gets all bitter like this.  When I'm out with my friends I don't call him...what's the big freakin deal??  It's not like I've ever pressured him to call me when he's out with his friends...he calls me of his own free will, so it's not fair that he gets all bitter (but "not" mad even though he hung up on me for ( Read more... )

We are what we think...
Speak or act with an impure mind
And trouble will follow you
As the wheel follows the ox that draws the cart...
Speak or act with a pure mind
And happiness will follow you
As your shadow, unshakeable

- Shakyamuni Buddha

I feel fuckin old.

I've never really longed for spring they way I am this winter.  I mean of course I always look forward to nice weather, but I've never consciously felt it the way I have been these past few weeks.  And these little glimpses are not helping because, it just as cool dips down into the minuses again ( Read more... )

I just caught myself smiling with nostalgia ( Read more... )

 I really need to find someone who wants to buy my macbook pro...It's gonna be pretty tough to do without taking a major hit on the price...if I'm lucky I'll get like $2000 even though the thing is still in mint condition ( Read more... )

 So, yet again can't sleep ( Read more... )

 i can't sleep because i royally fucked up and i can't stop thinking about it.  I was supposed to take 2 design courses THIS semester...turns out I'm a tard cuz I read the papers that said arc313 and arc321 were co-requisites but it just didn't register what exactly that entails.  from what i've heard from ppl in that class, the prof is insane and ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm starting school again.  Summer feels like it has gone on for months and months, I almost forgot what school feels like...and the fact that I also did summer school this year.  I don't know how I feel about the upcoming year.  I'm not going to lie that I'm pretty scared for my design courses.  My prof last year totally killed how ( Read more... )

I wish I could be happy that he's home...I really do.  But the fact of the matter is his whole family was crying because he left their vacation early, all those people he met were dying for him to stay longer...and now he's stuck here, with me.  He didn't want to come back...he's said more than once how he was this close to dropping $3000 to stay ( Read more... )