im at work. and josh just stopped by. and we talked for an hour but it seemed like 10 mins. i just failed another marketing exam. and i needed to do well on it.  i keep thinking things with me will change, but im seeing that they wont. im still scared as hell, to let anyone get close to me, or to get close to anyone. i cant make myself forget that ( Read more... )

you had me. god boy. you fucking had me. i want that back. i want that do anything anytime anywhere feeling. i want the goosebumps. and the superexcited over nothings. and the talk all nights. and the suprises. and the little kisses. and perfect moments.  i want that touch ( Read more... )

its gorgeous out. and i have someone to walk the beach with. and i dont even care that i got 3 hours of sleep. because i think i was smiling all night. really though. this isn't fair!

okay?

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pick me upp. come on and pick me upp.

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youuuuuu.

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i put these ideas in my head. and i make it perfect. really.

and all the time i know you're not as excited as i am for this.

but really. you're amazing in fake life. so i can't really imagine it being any worse if we actually hung out.

dont you think????

today i saw the girl of  your dreams. and she was beautiful.

hey. lie to yourself. no, everyone else. make friends you wont keep. fall in love overnight. feel sorry. change places. embrace negativity. hide around. convince yourself. really. just fall in love with yourself. think you're clever. unique. one of a fucking kind. and dont forget to get wasted.

mmmm.

lol.

funny.

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