why i am so irritable this week? are people really as sucky as i think, or is it all just hitting me at once? i dunno. i am trying to keep my cool though. it's hard, when there are so many jerks running around.i would rant about my day, but i don't want any one's feelings being hurt ( Read more... )

i don't know why i am in a good mood. probably b/c i have no home work tonight and i get to shower and go to bed soon. yay! plus, i got to see my baby today, and i figured out how to play with his cell phone hehe. this is a major technological advance for me, if you knew, you'd be excited too. i'm so phone illiterate. the numbers...they don't like ( Read more... )

don't think i am some twisted person. i just like the way these sound. :-) i wrote them so if you don't like them it's ok, just don't be like all hardsh about it lol ( Read more... )

i only saw my andy one day this week, wait i take that back. i saw him early saturday morning too. but that doesn't coun't, b/c i need to see him more. i am also discovering more and more, that as sunday used to be a really good day, where we were always together for hours, it now sux. both his parents are home, so he barely has a minute to sneak ( Read more... )

well today i think i was supposed to have soft ball practice, but i didn't go b/c i wasn't sure and it was raining. and people never called me back lol. so then i felt kinda bad b/c i already missed the first practice...b/c i signed up late. so yeah, i better catch the next practive then, eh? at first i was really afraid, b/c usually i am afriad of ( Read more... )

i think that we all have adequate reason to be afraid, now.

reading and writing took forever, and were gruling and pointless, but easy nonetheless. i probably shouldn't have said that, since now i'm probably jinxed or somthing. but w/e, it's not like the meaps actually count for anything. i wouldn't even been taking them if they weren't part of this new graduating requirnment thing. it's so stupid ( Read more... )

still feeling quite sick. turns out so is kristin...who would have thought that my best friend and i would have the same symptoms of whatever it is we have. i got to see andy though....so that's why i am feeling so much better ( Read more... )

stayed home sick today. i knew i was getting sick...but then my mom was like i'd rather have you stay home today and be able to take your meaps (since now they are required in orfer to graduate) and of cousre i felt gross enough to agree with her and go back to sleep for the next 6 or 7 hours ( Read more... )

i don't care what happens from here on out. oh wow that sounded really suicidal, and it wasn't intended to be. i am soooooo down and sick and like dying b/c i havn't seen my andy since friday. and that was only for half and hour. and over the past two days, i've only gotten to talk to him for a long time...well, a long time as far as we are ( Read more... )