i found this article very helpful in describing what its like to go through each day with something on your mind that drains a lot of your energy. it explains it very well. i hope anyone who reads this understands a little better what its like to deal with some of the stuff i deal with each day. and maybe you can appreciate your health a bit better ( Read more... )

new and improved journal coming soon!
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Effects of Rape ( Read more... )

im shaking from the inevitable realisation of more that has been done.
a.w. i will kill you.
i promise this
for all you have gotten away with.
for everything all of you have done to me
not just him
all.
i remember everything.
i will never forget.it is so real that i can feel everything happening to me again ( Read more... )

im not at school again because i didnt sleep. im glad i didnt go because i had another dream that may inspire a project i will take on. it will be a book. a young adult fantasy book. the kind i used to read ( Read more... )

i need some words of encouragement.
tell me stories, tell me what you think of me, tell me anything, please. dont write your name if you dont want to. just tell me things that will make me think.

i love the world in all its beautiful flaws.

im not crazy. not insane.
just a little sad sometimes.

why i dont like girls ( Read more... )

this love is what living's for.

fuck you and everything you stand for. for everything youve put me through ( Read more... )