Tomorrow, I will eat 600 calories or less.

 I hate chewing and spitting, I've been horrible this past week. I feel the only way I can actually lose weight is if I post here frequently so I can literally type out all my (daily) mistakes. I'm back, and I'm back for good. By the summer break, I will be back to 95lbs. Only 15lbs to go!

Aside: I just tried 0 calorie noodles. I'm in love.

Still chewing and spitting, but not as much as I use too. So that's a plus, right? I've been doing alot more walking and somewhat jogging. I still need to work out more. I have 3 weeks to lose 10lbs - I think it's doable.

Sometimes, I feel like I want to be thin just so I can shock people.

Just when I think I'm doing better I go ahead and screw it up. I hate, hate myself when I C/S.

INTAKE:
Oatmeal: 200cals
Salad: 120cals
Cream Cheese: 100cals
Grapes:200cals
C/S: Who knows.

NO CHEWING OR SPITTING TOMORROW, WHAT SO EVER.

Oh yeah. I need to start working out. Summer is coming.

If I was thin I wouldn't have to go out at 12p.m. to pick up tampons.

Weird post, I know.

I just, indirectly, told a friend I had an eating disorder. This is the first time I've even done this. It's so weird to say to someone.

I hate when people you know get skinny.

INTAKE:

Oatmeal: 120cals
Tall Non-fat Cappuccino: 60cals
Grande Non-fat Cappuccino: 80cals
Crackers: 90cals
Hummus: 100cals
C/S (shit): 150cals (to be safe)

Tomorrow I will not C/S.

I need to get back to 500 cals. per day.