i should feel very guilty for everyday that ive skipped school. im wasting so much money.. &if i dont finish on time or even at all, im going to make mother very sad. its just been so full of shit lately. we're paying $6000 plus for me to sit down in a room and study on my own? then take a test without any instruction what so ever from a teacher? i ( Read more... )

i'm skipping class today with my honey. i dont think i'll be missing out on much though (i hate acrylics anyway ( Read more... )

happiness can get pretty boring at times... everythings just too good... too perfect. it drives me to pick fights over senseless things... but he finds it funny & i guess thats what makes him great. he understands the need for balance...he says its my way of being a princess ( Read more... )

white noise, eat shit ( Read more... )

well, today someone broke into my house.. but the cops say they were "unformally invited." whatever the hell that means. cops are stupid ( Read more... )

dear god has it been awhile ( Read more... )

ive been thinking about college lately. i feel so left out now that i know everybody's in school making something of themselves. one of the reasons why i want to go to beauty was because i figured it would be easier &there wouldnt be a way for me to fail. how could i slack off when all i need to focus on is making someone beautiful? i dont need to ( Read more... )

i had a dream about satan (*ahem*josh*) &in this little dream of mine i conquered all. he came back to me in tears telling me how he always knew that i was the one for him &blah blah blah. i stuck around to be his friend but he was hoping for more &it just couldnt happen ( Read more... )

i tried out the whole "im your sister, lets bond" thing this morning. i dropped her to school &we were a bit early so we sat in the car and waited. what better opportunity to ask her about how things are going in her life right? &it worked. it may not have gotten rid of her "i want to die now" attitude but its a start.. at least i hope ( Read more... )

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