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everybody's in school. off to college or back to highschool. it makes me a little bit sad & it makes me wonder, what the hell am i doing with my life? i know what i want to do & what im hopefully going to do but.. what the hell am i doing right now? absolutely nothing ( Read more... )

what do i do when the warmth of your hugs is what i crave when running to my car in the rain? how do i wait patiently to see you each night when the seconds seem like hours? &how can i lay next to you when i fear waking up &all this not being real ( Read more... )

nothing much to say thats interesting except, guy &i bought a second hand kawasaki nija bike. its our first "vehicle." i helped him pay for it by lending him $1,500 &he paid $2,300. its crazy! but its in kick ass condition & not to mention, the bike happens to be my favorite color.. green ( Read more... )

he's not sleeping here tonight &im feeling a bit sad :(

guess who got a puppy :)

almost 1:30am &yes my dear i am awake. christ, i open the store tomorrow at 9:30am &here i am on the computer. i should get some rest. i really really should ( Read more... )

its almost 3am &once again sleep has failed to reach me. he's sleeping over tonight &he looks so comfortable underneath those sheets. i wish i could get comfortable beside him but this insomnia might disrupt his slumber with tosses &turns.. id hate to wake him from whatever dream he's having.

a cup of coffee would be nice..
&maybe a cigarette too.

chopsticks &shrimp bits.. oh how wonderful, to spend my nights with a boy &some vietnamese food. 'tis but a dream to hold someone so close & not feel fear. each time i look at him, i smile &i kiss those lips of his.. because somehow i am certain that they would never whisper lies into my ears ( Read more... )

im off today! i was suppose to go with Guy & Mike to the vet for the puppies but i think i really should keep this day open. there was a reason why i asked char to cover for me. . hm. what was it again? .. oh yeah! ITS MARY's BIRTHDAY! lol j.jk. i remembered! I SWEAR ( Read more... )